Everything I do, I do in order to get something.
\nFor example: Jane.
\nI want Jane, but she doesn\u2019t want me.
\nNow, everything I do,
\nI do in order to get past the obstacles to Jane. <\/p>\n
Why doesn\u2019t Jane want me? Perhaps she fears me.
\nWhy does Jane fear me? Perhaps I am violent. <\/p>\n
What is violence? What is power?<\/p>\n
I hide my needs.
\nI act like a different person.
\nI do it in order to get what I want.<\/p>\n
Which in this case, is Jane. <\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Is it hunger?
\nIt can\u2019t be hunger.
\nIs it thirst?
\nIt can\u2019t be thirst \u2013<\/p>\n
and it isn\u2019t pain,
\nor fear,
\nor hopelessness.<\/p>\n
What can it be?<\/p>\n
How hard the hand clutches,
\nas the fast heart thumps.<\/p>\n
The hand will stink of metal\u2026<\/p>\n
Of course!<\/p>\n
It will stink of metal,
\nand then of:<\/p>\n
remorse. <\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
On Valentine\u2019s Day \u2013
\nmy Valentine \u2013
\nmine \u2013
\nhas cut his throat;
\nhis Adam\u2019s apple\u2019s
\nbled a little \u2013
\non his t-shirt,
\nwhich is white,
\nlike all the fields,
\ntoday, Monday. <\/p>\n
Yesterday, Sunday,
\nhe nailed a canvas \u2013
\nwhite \u2013
\nonto the wall
\nin preparation for the night.<\/p>\n
Tomorrow, Tuesday,
\nout will come \u2013
\nsap
\nfrom his unhealed throat. <\/p>\n
What will happen to my love \u2013
\non Wednesday?
\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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